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My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.

This memorial website was created in the memory of my precious son Marcos and my husband Baltazar Munoz.   Marcos was born on April 13, 1999.  He flew up to Heaven with his Angel wings on that same day.  He will always be loved and missed by so many people.  
Baltazar was born on June 20, 1966. Marcos welcomed his Dad into Heaven on January 31, 2004.  

We will remember them forever.


Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
"These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so".

Sorry I didn't get to stay.
To laugh and run and play.
To be there by your side.
I'm sorry that I had to die.

God sent me down to be with you,
to make your loving heart anew.
To help you look up and see
Both God and little me.

Mommy, I wish I could stay.
Just like I heard you pray.
But, all the angels did cry
when they told little me goodbye.

God didn't take me cause He's mad.
He didn't send me to make you sad.
But to give us both a chance to be
a love so precious .. don't you see?

Up here no trouble do I see
and the pretty angels sing to me.
The streets of gold is where I play
you'll come here too, mommy, someday.

Until the day you join me here,
I'll love you mommy, dear.
Each breeze you feel and see,
brings love and a kiss from me.

Sometimes I tell myself, that you’re not really gone.
I feel you’re tender touch and no longer feel alone.
I see us walking hand in hand like we use to do.
It’s hard for me to accept.....
That your life on earth is through.
There were so many dreams we had not yet fulfilled,
All The hopes of a future that we were going to build.
All our friends and family have been so very kind,
They try hard to ease my broken heart
And my troubled mind.
But how can my heart be mended,
When it has broken in two?
Part of my heart is still on earth,
The other part left with you.
It is hard to see tomorrow,
When I can’t accept today,
Because the “Love of My Life”
Has been taken away.
I will always miss you, Sweetheart,
Time will not erase the pain,
All the raw emotions of losing you,
Words will never explain.
I will cling to the warm feelings
You brought into my life,
Maybe somehow it will ease my confusion
And emotional strife.
Someday we will be rejoined in Heaven up above,
But while I’m still on earth I will cherish
Every memory of our precious love.
Somehow those precious memories
Will have to carry me through,
Until the time comes for us to walk hand in hand
For an eternity...... together.......me and you.



I think of you often
and make no outward show,
But what it means to lose you,
no one will ever know
You wished no one farewell,
not even said good-bye,
You were gone before I knew it,
and only God knows why.
You are not forgotten
nor will you ever be,
As long as life and memories last,
I will remember thee.
To some you may be forgotten,
to others a part of the past,
But to me who loved you dearly,
your memories will always last.
Nothing can be more beautiful
than the memories I have of you.
To me, you were someone special,
God must have thought so too!
If tears could build a staircase
and memories a lane,
I would walk all the way to Heaven,
and bring you back again.


Tributes and Condolences
God Bless   / Danelle Bryan (none)
I can not imagine the pain and extreme loss you have felt over these occurances. I am so sorry to you and your family. Your story touched my heart and I want you to know my family will be praying for you. Thank you so much for sharing your journey wi...  Continue >>
Im soo sorry for your untimely loss...   / Jodie Barrett (Passer By )
Im soo sorry for your untimely loss of both your Husband & your Beautiful Son... I can't really imagine what you are going through OR been through in the past few years or so, if you ever want to talk to a friendly person just email me... My...  Continue >>
feel for you   / Deborah Brinson (none)
you dont know me but i know what you going though my daughter was stillborn aug. of1994 i think about her all the time its so hard to get over but you can ,im so sorry you lost your son and husband that is so hard to deal with but i can be here if yo...  Continue >>
Im so srry about you loss   / Rheanna Storey
I mite not understand the pain your going through but im going through a pain of my own. Im 15 years old and when my mum found out she was having a baby we was over the moon but when she was born still it broke down our family. She was born on my bir...  Continue >>
So sad   / Brittanie
My daughter was stillborn in May, 2006.  I'm so sorry this had to happen to you.  Your son is beautiful, and so is your husband.  I hope you find peace someday.
im so sorry  / Stacey Walker     Read >>
precious souls  / Vickie     Read >>
precious souls  / Vickie     Read >>
My Thoughts & Prayers are with You......  / Stacey Streets (Aangel Mommy To Aidan )    Read >>
Dear Child in heaven  / Yvonne Anderson (Danielle's mummy )    Read >>
I am so sorry / Regina Bittinger-Small (none)    Read >>
God Bless you!!! / Monica Rosado     Read >>
Remembering you / Christina (Aunt & sister-in-law)    Read >>
we will always love you both forever / Tori Mcgowan (aunt/sisterinlaw)    Read >>
Anything you need / Carmen (Aunt/Sister in Law)    Read >>
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His legacy
How could you leave us?  
I ask myself how could you leave Antonio and I alone. But I know in my heart you are always there. I forgive you adn have nothing but love in my heart for you. I know that life was hard for you and you left without saying good-bye but know that I love you more than I was ever able to express to you. I love you Baltazar you will forever be my heart. 
Missing You  
Baltazar was a hard worker. He loved looking at a beautiful house after it was finished saying that he finished someones home.Baltazar is missed so much. I'm not sure how Antonio and I do it without him. His memory keeps a smile on our face and our hearts filled with love. I look at Sidney ( our dog ) and remember how much he loved her too. I hope that Baltazar knows I love him and will never love anyone the way or have the kind of love that we shared together. The love we shared just does not happen twice in a life time. So until we are together again just know that I have nothing but love in my heart for you.
What Baltazar was to me  
Baltazar was a wonderful man. He took pride in everything he did. Marcos and Antonio was his pride and joy.He was a wonderful father to them both there was never a day that went by that he did not talk about Marcos and play with Antonio. I know they are together. Until we are a family again they will always be in my heart.Baltazar loved his family very much he was my soul mate. Love really meant something to him. I will always love my Angels Baltazar and Marcos. 
 
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